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Loving Love … Chapter 1

Wow! It’s been awhile since I’ve been here … in this writing place. A lot has transpired. Learning, growing, expanding, changing, making adjustments and course corrections. But above all, loving Jesus and knowing Him more deeply has only increased so … Continue reading

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what’s happenin’ now …

Contrary to what I thought I’d been doing … a lot of writing, I’m actually reading, and reading a lot. This is a change for me. I read, but sitting down to read a book has not been a what … Continue reading

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here and now …

My favorite place is in the “now”. I like to be doing it, not so much necessarily talking about what to do, or what I wanna do … unless I know we’re going someplace with it … whatever “it” is … Continue reading

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my Daddy and me …

Resolutely desirous of change I latched onto the following as I was reading something by Kenneth E Hagin. He was encouraging the reader to begin confessing the love scriptures from 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 over them-self morning and evening for a … Continue reading

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change …

change … One flashlight step at a time – that’s usually what change looks like to me. It’s flowing with the Spirit of God not knowing where this flashlight step may lead. This step … the first step in this … Continue reading

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if I don’t know …

Caricature of me … small body, big head and an even bigger question mark propped above me indicating I don’t know what to do … a dilemma, a conflict, a challenge … demanding a resolve. Sometimes I find the question … Continue reading

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the greatest freedom …

The greatest freedom I’ve ever known is what I know right now. This freedom has grown exponentially as I’ve surrendered to the Chief Surgeon’s knife – The Word of God, the Sword of the Spirit, the Bible … and let … Continue reading

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don’t be sad anymore …

Severe depression has taken residence in me a number of times in my life … even after Jesus so mercifully and miraculously snatched me from habitual self-destruction. I had every reason to be ecstatic, or at least really happy. I … Continue reading

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if I a seed be …

If I a seed be, what is my dream? I wanna be sown into the most welcome, well-turned and fertilized soil. I wanna be undisturbed and tenderly watered till I’m all ready to germinate. I wanna burst out of that … Continue reading

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bathe every day? …

Even though I may have luxuriated in a spa last night, the memory of it truly does not replicate the experience, and the memory definitely has no benefit to my body. Because God said … “My thoughts are nothing like … Continue reading

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addicted …

You could call me addicted. I have all the symptoms. I’m becoming habitually devoted and surrendered to drinking the wonderful intoxicating love of Jesus. The wilfulness to do so is increasing. I note symptoms of withdrawal if I don’t at … Continue reading

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quiet …

It seems like I mention QUIET a lot, but the Lord just reminded me of what I used to do when I had a baby one year, and another child, 4 1/2 years. I’d get up anywhere between 3 to … Continue reading

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treasures …

Sometimes, when a dilemma or a set of choices emerge before me, and I ask God for wisdom … (according to Proverbs 4, it’s the first thing to ask for, and James 1 says God will pour it out if … Continue reading

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broken …

God is not into broken. Nature, our bodies, our souls … all designed to go into “fix” mode if anything goes amiss. I think that awesomely reflects my Creator God’s Love nature. His real goal is to get it back … Continue reading

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burning in me …

You know when you find something you really like to do, and in doing it there grows simultaneously the desire to do it better and more? I don’t know how it is with all you other believers out there, but … Continue reading

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don’t be afraid …

In this journey of consciously allowing the potter to mold me (the clay), I keep experiencing this cleansing …. a flushing of miscellaneous conclusions wrapped around suppositions that define my take on stuff … purpose, goals, the business of life. … Continue reading

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clay to the potter …

Imagine a potter sitting at his wheel, clothes doused with spattered clay and water, his hands gently molding, pulling, wetting and reshaping the spinning form. Suddenly, arms with hands shoot out of the clay in protest. A mouth appears shouting, … Continue reading

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a soft heart …

Her face smiled warmly towards me as the words tumbled out of my mouth; tenderness bathed each word she spoke to me; her overall demeanor emanating, “I’m listening … I wanna be a help to you” … this is who … Continue reading

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what-ta ya know …

If I fail to allow God to illuminate my strengths so He can capitalize on them, I’m the one who’ll suffer; I’m the one who’ll be crippled; I’m the one who’ll miss out on the sweet savor of a total, … Continue reading

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it’s easy …

Seems like the title of this particular chapter of my Life Journal is … “In His Light do we see light” Uniqueness is part of our humanness, but it’s weightiness in getting to know my Father God … how He … Continue reading

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